welcome to USCN (United State of Crazy Nations)

Hello there, its been a long time, indeed. how long I never come here? let me see...a year, yes, a year. and now I would like to enjoy my stay here, again. Maybe I'll fill this place with stupidness and craziness that sometimes I called Missions, or whatever.

Anyway, I'm not a blogging person. I know that.

I'm prefer chats and writing fanfiction.

yes my dear, Fanfiction. in http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1244614/Kiyohara

I enjoy writing fanfiction thou. And I'm somehow, enjoying my stay in Facebook too. So, you may hardly see me online. but I'll try to update and fix everythings :)

Thank you

Dear God

Hello, God, I'm your dearest (if not worthless) mortal from your 'normal' dimension in a place called EARTH (I wish I'm from mars...)


How are you today? I'm good and I'm glad you still let me breathing and let my heart beating normally (And really, somehow I dont want to thank you with this one)

Anyway God, I hope you good today (So I dont need you to give me another painfull bad days just because you have one)

Do you know God, that I was trying to kill myself today? or that I was jerking off while screaming at your name when I came? or when I swear 'Oh my fucking gay God' out loud on your home? and when I screaming for you in agony when I have something wrong in my life?

Silly me, You are a GOD, ofcourse YOU know!

Any way, forget if I asking you bout that.

By the way, Dear God, I would like to say thanks to you, because: You give me a good family (who fortunately dont really care about me if I existed in this world), great life (which I try to end quickly), Gorgeous boyfriend (who fucked me senseless) and girlfriend (honestly, I don't really love her any way), a healthy body (which is now laying on the hospital bed helplessly) and soul (which is now waiting for you burn it in hell), and a lot of friends (who convince me to go to mental-hospital coz they said I'm Insane, Hyne! I'm not insane, just a lil bit crazy!)

So...I wish you make my wishes come true!

And they are: please don't burn my soul too long in hell, fresh water once a while is appreciated. Please kill me, i mean, take my life quickly if you can. And God, please don't let my parents read my FANFICTION or they going to disown me.

I think thats all


Thank you and, Amen

-Yours truly (unobedient underdog)-

05-01-2009 : Kiyohara

ps: sorry for the poor grammar, God, I suck at it. and you know it. :winks2: